The curse of being sane

Moderation is great; but hard - was hard -

Now all I crave for is respite from sanity.

I long for an anger that sees no sense

for happiness that cares not if it is right

for a need that reasoning cant drown down

for something worth crying a river for,

for a cause I could lay down my life need be

for a love that oversees the biggest faults 

something to regret when I last close my eyes

for my heart to for once rule my mind.